psalm 42
Friday, November 30, 2007
1 As the deer pants for streams of water,so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, "Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember as I pour out my soul:how I used to go with the multitude, leading the procession to the house of God, with shouts of joy and thanksgiving among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him,my Savior and 6 my God. My soul is downcast within me; therefore I will remember you from the land of the Jordan, the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls;all your waves and breakers have swept over me.
8 By day the LORD directs his love, at night his song is with me a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock, "Why have you forgotten me? Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?"
10 My bones suffer mortal agony as my foes taunt me, saying to me all day long,"Where is your God?"
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

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Tired...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
my eyes r like red shut...
i think u guys mistaken me for the post below...
it's just a beauty shoot i was one of the model, it's not an actual job but i get to meet makup artists and photographers and did some really cool stuff... and they asked me to be in the shoot again next week so it'll be fun!
but i am just so tired right now...
God i need a miracle in my life right now, like now... like right now right now...
night O.O'''

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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! I got a JOB!!!
Monday, November 26, 2007
Tomorrow is my first freelance opportunity!!!!!
I am still schocked right now...
i was so happy i forgot my cell phone #....
hahahha
well gtg bed early and be perpared for tomorrow~!!
yay, thank u god, love u~!

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Need to put my self together...
I NEED TO PUT MYSELF TOGETHER...!!!!!!!!
to many reasons y i am saying that. but thx to a friend who reminded me sth...
I am not at a position where God wants me to be right now, i can sorta imagine god's face looking at me with quite a few question marks above his head.
I need to do some serious planning and programing my daily schedule!
No more thinking alot more doing!!!
Oh God please put my tracks towards u again, and FAN THE FLAME!!!

PS: thx mr. who needs a haircut... ur words hit my head big time today~!!!

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Superchick...
Saturday, November 24, 2007
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the painYou won't drownAnd one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drownAnd one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

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it's Thanksgiving...
Thursday, November 22, 2007
There's many things i could give thx too... especially to God.
But at the same time I feel like I want more from U...
Am I just too greedy or cause your just too good...
And I could never get enough~




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Goals towards fashion...
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I was so inspired by alot of the artist on this website about fashion. So I decided to start my own portfolio. YES!! I need to save money in order to take makeup classes, and also wardrope. So excited~!!! So i'm gonna be a freelance stylist, who does makeup, hair, wardrope, and maybe in the future photography. I Love this fahion industry too much to just be a regular hair stylist. So God please help me to achieve my goals,
by the end of next year I should be able to present atleast something to show what my future's gonna look like...

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~God is Love~
Monday, November 19, 2007


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Another kodak moment~
Sunday, November 18, 2007
I woke up by Joshua's phone call like 6:30 today///
then we went to this swat meet near my house it was crazy...
we went to sell our stuff like toys and clothing and some other stuff...
there was 39 vendors including myself who doesn't have a license, then they only pick 8 so you could sell your stuff there.
amazingly we were chosen so grateful, people kept on tell us were lucky.
it was such a fun experience 90% of the people that were there were Hispanics.
we felt like we were in the movie "fun with dick and Jane" the scene where Jim Carey was with those Mexican workers.
super funny movie.
we were so unprepared that when we went to our spot it was the size of two parking spots and we didn't have much to sell compare to other people. by the time our neighbor finished unloading it was like 3 hours passed by ...=.='''
the mom actually came over and told us the space we have is bigger than we think... well we know that too just don't have much to sell... and then the son came over and said mom you don't have your glasses huh? can't you see they don't have much to sell...??"... funny family.
so then i drove my Rav4 in and we set up our little display cuz there's nth for us to put our stuff on...
well overall we made like $100 sth yay~!

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God answers all your prayers...
Saturday, November 17, 2007
I remember long time ago I ask God to send angels to reach out to my mom. Guess what today we had a party at my house and one of our family friend came by and we haven't gather with them for so long. Now they are Christians and baptized. I was so excited to hear that because I know mom was some what touched, eventhough she won't admit it right now at this moment. I know God is doing his work on her. So thank you Jesus for answering another prayer of mine. I encourage you guys to PRAY. In Mike Bickle's book he mentioned. Don't treat your prayer time a sacrifice for God. Instead it's a divine moment spent with your lover, he wants to hear it all~

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What you gonna do about it...?
A couple days ago I was laying on my bed thinking what can I do for other people besides praying for the unsaved, reach out to new people, and other stuff. Then I thought of my dad. I feel like the society doesn't give sinners a second chance. He was in jail for like 8 years then when he came out, now he is being rejected by a lot of stuff. Especially by family and work places. At the same time I could see how Jesus looks at him with a total different point of view. Jesus is willing to give him another chance. So then I just thought to myself only if we could build up a company for those people to work. Or an enviroment where they would feel comfortable. They are being treated fair. A chance for other people to see God's grace. We are all sinners, weather you commit big sin or small, no one else could judge you besides God. So I challenge you, whoever's reading this thing, to think about what has some of the things that happened in your life that stirs this feeling inside your heart, maybe you should do something about it. Like Banning said dream dreams, dream big, u r going to make a difference!

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~Sunny Thursday With No Clouds In My Way~
Thursday, November 15, 2007
I woke up to another sunshine pretty morning, ( well noon haha ). I went to pick up my car with Joshua (thx babe), and finally my car is fixed, but i still need to get an oil change. So then I went to school, it was my first time to school this week and last (oh I am so bad... shhhh) then after I got out of school I cut and styled MoMo's hair~ I thought she looks HOT~!!! I wish we had a camera. Then we went to play basketball with Joshua and Enoch. HAHAHA it was so much fun we started off by warming up with HOUSE but we call it JESUS (ya!!!) I was the first one who got JESUS then MoMo, then Enoch then Joshua~ and then we played 2 to 2 me and Joshua VS Enoch and MoMo, guess who won? ~ haha they did, Enoch and MoMo~ it was 1:4. GOOD Game...~ I am so weak, it was my first time playing an actual game after high school. Then we sat around talked about the stars, that was interesting. Later on we went to Starbucks cuz Jamba Juice was closed... Then we chatted with the cashier he was really open so we invited him to play basketball with us next time. So hopefully another soul will be saved. Oh sweet Jesus what do u have in stored for me tomorrow~? :P

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~FUN FUN FUN~
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Thank you baby for making fried rice for me today~! I love it~
Also for taking me to play basketball, and gave me those one on one lessons~ ( I will practice and become better...;;;)
AHHHHHH I had so much fun today~!!!
thank u God...
Mike Bickle was right in his book "After God's own Heart" he mentioned how our heart should overflow with "O God this is too good to be true!" or "This is beyond what I could hope for" or "I can't believe that it is really happening" Because if you seek after God's heart and Love, you'll realize how much more things you could actually overcome. It's not a big deal when you face things like ur car breaks down, you lose your wallet or get stuck in traffic. Think about this case here, a person who gets completely saved by God, walks with god for another 40 years redeemed and following Christ. One day she finally meets God face to face, at the throne. She is drown in the presence of his love and pleasure. Then she realizes what she has missed on earth and she thinks to herself she could have done so much better on earth if she had seek after his heart more on earth. she would have accomplish greater things. Don't let your time pass by easily, seek and encounter his heart and beauty and you will be surprised with what you could do~!

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Prayer Requests...
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
  • pray for Wave, we trying to put this project together for the thanksgiving event, God please give us more unity, and faith.
  • pray for all the students on campus, and those 400 people who went to supernatural campus, that God would give them more courage, and release signs and wonders more miracles break out on campus.
  • pray for my parents, asking God to send down angels and guidance upon them so that they will be saved, and same thing to my other family members in China.
  • pray for Joshua's finance, God lead him to the promise land, give him wisdom and knowledge.
  • pray for ME, God give me a direction and more faith in u. I want more intimacy with u. I need more knowledge to understand ur words.

Heavenly father I ask u to draw me closer to you everyday. I know when I am weak u r strong, and when I am poor u r rich, give me a heart like David, let me run to u first thing whenever I'm facing obstacles, and let me give u praise whenever I achieve and overcome my problems. My Lover and Friend I worship u with all my heart, "how could I expect to walk without you?" I put my faith and trust in your hands because I know u will not let me down. Holy spirit wear me as a garment so that we'll never be apart. I ask in Jesus name, - Amen


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Become one...
Monday, November 12, 2007
rev·o·lu·tion·ar·y
(rev-o-lu-shon-er-e)
n.[from Latin revolvere: to revolve, or turn around]
1) A person who brings about (a) a sudden, radical, or complete change; (b) a fundamental change in political, social, or cultural organization; (c) a fundamental change in the way of thinking or visualizing something: a change of paradigm the Copernican revolution
2) One engaged in a revolution.
3) An advocate or adherent of revolutionary doctrines, doctrines that are a complete turnaround from the cultural, economic, and political norms of the day.
4) A disciple of Christ; a Jesus Freak.
mar·tyr
(mar' ter)
n.[from the Greek word for "witness"]
1) One who chooses to suffer death rather than deny Jesus Christ or His work.
2) One who bears testimony to the truth of what he has seen or heard or knows, as in a witness in a court of justice.
3) One who sacrifices something very important to further the kingdom of God.
4) One who endures severe or constant suffering for their Christian witness.
5) A Jesus Freak.

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SUNDAY
Sunday, November 11, 2007
I really felt the presence of GOD during worship today.
Jimmy just got saved today.
Johnny got baptized.
it's so cool~
I love my everyday life now.

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I am the light of the world~!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't worry u r too!!!
In case u don't know me, I am the light of the world~

WOW what a day at UCLA i felt like it was the most meaningful day for this season or I can't even recall when was the last meaningful one I had. GOD is great !!! I just learned more abt him today and know him more today too. I actually can hear him now and he gives me things to say to other people without me even realizing. it's crazy!!!! I am like so excited to live my future, I mean I'm so glad I have a good conclusion towards the year end. Man~!! Next year is gonna be so different~!!!!!!! Lord Jesus thank you for everything U R amazing do u know that? YOU ARE!!!

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~DAY 3~
Friday, November 9, 2007
today was a busy day/// @.@ I got up around 7:30 good thing I had breakfast... then me and lee-en and irene went for sample sale but they were not open today><>

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Thursday, November 8, 2007
I promised myself that i would keep up with this blog thing everyday but it's actually really hard. well that's y i'm not a determined person. so i'm practicing with my concetration and consistency. b4 the 2nd day is over i hvae like 8 mins left to update it... is really last minute... Jesus Help me~

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Today is me and Joshua's 18th month anniversary. It's been 1 year and a half. Although everyone else tells me that it seems like forever. I felt like we finally understand eachother more and it's the most unforgattable month. God work things out fast so if we put anything in his hand we are being taking care of.
What other words come to mind when u hear or speak the name of jesus? Do u feel the power? When u just close ur eyes, take a deep breath and say jesus outloud do u feel how powerful it is? To some people it's a name that every knee will bow one day, every tongue will one day confess, no parallel in the vocabulary, absolute salvation, a name with power like no other name. People who loves him loves to see how it falls off the lips with passion. People who loves him also shudder to see it falls off the lips with disgrace. What a name! Jesus, in hebrew is Yeshu'a (Joshua) a very common name back then, after all jesus came to save and seek common people like us. The name Jesus means "savior" although the name was commonly shared, but no one else would ever shared the role.

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