WHAT COMES TO MY MIND

Three years ago, we were abt to go to Las Vegas for a mission trip. Before we went, Pastor Jack asked us whats our purpose? sad to say none of us had the answer he was looking for. The answer was LOVE!!! at that time i was like what REALLY? love? it didn't make that much sence to me... at the time i felt cold hearted, cold blooded. Jack told me it's ok just pray about it. so i did, i prayed before we went, on our way there and while we were there. until the last night before we were leaving. during worship, i saw a vision, it was never so clear to me like that before. i saw a huge hole on the ground, huge dark circle all kinds of people standing in a line backwards falling in. there was handicaped, young adults, sick people, healthy people. just one after another falling into this deep dark black hole. at first i asked god what is this? there was no answer, then after a few seconds pass by, i started to cry out, i just want it to stop, i don't want to see people falling in anymore because i realized it was hell they r falling into. i was crying so hard then i realized the only thing that could've stopped them from falling in was JESUS. then i was shifted back from the vision, and i realized what love was, a deep desire buried inside my heart that i need to spread the gospel the all the unbelievers and let them know there is no other options it's either heaven or hell. there was no ending to my vision, until today 10/11/09. today is the day my lovely mother's baptisim! what a day~ best day in my life, there are no words to express how i feel abt this. i will share abt that later on. but during worship today, god showed me a vision again, i saw the black hole, and people falling into it. I was thinking no way, i've been here y this again??? so as i was watching this god showed me a different side of it. this time i saw the whole thing whats going on inside that wide huge tunnel 3D. inside on the brick walls there were drawings like pictures of school, buildings, parks. things that we go trhu in life. and as this person was falling down the tunnel they were looking at all the things on the sides of it, and each of them had jesus's shadow over it and i believe that's us ( light of the world) the believers, in different places. as this person continues to fall who knows when it will end at some point he or she gets touched by one of jesus's shadow and gets saved! all of a sudden this person that's falling is starting to trying to go back up, struggling to pull up on nth, because there is nothing for them to grab onto. i was looking and thinking what can they do at that time. because at this point if he falls to the end there will just be nth but burning fire of hell. so as this vision continues showing like a film infront of me. all of a sudden i see this hand so big enough to cover the whole width of this hole, placed beneath this falling person. the person's back hits on it, and it works like a sprung and shoots this person up. so powerful this person is basicly flying and it's getting brighter and brighter. then this person ended up next to Jesus sitting next to father God, in heaven. then i realized 3 years ago people that were falling into this black hole are the people i might have already known or about to know, who are unbelievers. including my mom. and this black hole is our daily life, going thru school, work, home, ect. and the shadows behind it are us light of the world, (believers) reaching out to the unbelievers that are falling, passing by us everyday. and once we reachout to them and they accept Jesus, they are willing to fight against whats causing them to fall to the end. and as they are trying to get back to the top, they'll realize it's not because of their own strength. god's hand shows up and helps them to get back to heaven. i couldn't stop crying at this point because, god showed me my mom. she was one of them who was falling into the whole, and she saw things on the wall, and as shes falling she felt god's love then she struggles to fight against hell. and god gave her strength to go back up and seats her next to him. what a victory~!!!! i just want to encourage who ever is reading this, if u are saved lest push and win as much souls as we can back for father god. and if you are not saved yet, i encourage you to find out more about this person name Jesus. he has your answers to life, you might be stuggling with life right now, but i tell you just give him a try and it doesn't cost you anything! you will not lose anything but gain abudantly from him. I pray in Jesus name AMEN!