WHAT COMES TO MY MIND

OH SWEET JESUS.
THANKS for eveything.
on may 3rd was the day i need to pay my rent.
may 2nd my step dad asked me to deliever money to a employee. $350 he gave me $400 and let me keep $50 thank u jesus!!! i was so thrilled and happy to have $50 out of no where. then i went to work.
work hasn't been very busy lately, but somehow we were busy enough that my paycheck was double the amount the week b4~!!! thank u jesus!!! there was a product sale that day too and my stylist usually don't sell anything to her clients, but on that day everyone that came in asked her to suggest a product so she won the competition!!! $50 i was very happy for her. she looked at me and gave me $20 i was like what !!! i don't deserve it but she insisted so again i wanted to run outside and shout out jesus.
then after work i was sitting in my car prasing god super happy with the money i got to pay my rent. then i got a phone call from my stepdad, he said the employee came to his office and picked up the money this morning so i was like thinking uh what do i do with the money... and he said just keep the money because i know u might need it. my jaw like just dropped because my parents never really give me any money ever since like high school. for him to give me that much money was like totally god~!!!
god cares so much about me he knows what i need and when do i need it. and he is faithful through the time when i was poor even offering $1 was ripping my heart apart because i probably got it from recycling. but he's not looking how much u offer it's ur faith that touches his heart.
just when i thought this was it, god showed me even more. we can never imagine his limits. then mother's day came around i try not to spend too much like the years before but i still spend almost $100. i was thinking that it was a bit much for my budget. that night we had a party at my house and there was like 20 some ppl. and i was so tired already i didn't want to do the dishes and my stepdad cleaned everything, without even asking for my help i was so glad, he did that. because usually if we host a party i'm usually the one doing dishes. then i felt thristy so i went to the kitchen to get some water by the sink and the dishwasher was open and our family usually leave it open cuz they think it drys faster or sth. so i walked by it and i looked inside there was $100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! i was like no way!!! i stood there thinking someone left it? but y? maybe they think it's dirty? cuz it was wet. but then i thought how can no one saw it? it's like right there!! so i went to ask my mom if anyone put it there purposely and she didn't know anything abt it. then it just hit me like wow it must be from god!!! it's not like a dollar or five dollar bill it's $100 how can people forget abt it if they left it there on purpose. then when i was driving i felt god's love and glory so strong that i wanted to cry in my car, i began to scream jesus. u r so good~!!! u r sososo good!!!
he knows that by giving me that surprise i was gonna be thrilled. of course i was... then i began to text everybody. i didn't care if they believed it or not. and by testify him and glorify him he blessed me even more than i could ever imagine. you know the more he bless me the more i want to share his power and love to others, by me doing that he wants to bless me even more~!!! so on sunday jack asked me to share my experiences and i was like sure no problem~!
so i shared my blessings and blessed others on sunday. right before i was abt to leave i went to my car to get some money to make an offering, i took out a certain amount to offer and i was walking back to the church then i was thinking this amount is like nothing i took it out from my walet and my heart didn't even feel a thing so i told myself this is not right, so i walked back and i got 3 times the amount of what i was gonna offer. my heart definetly felt something this time, and my mind was thinking what am i gonna do for next month's rent and bills and blah blah blah... this is when i had to tell my mind to shut up and remind myself the ways god has been blessing me through those rough times. because if i don't let go and have faith in him then how am i ever gonna experience him like i had before. so i went in the church dropped off my offering. and right when i was walking out someone came up to me and said "here take it because god wanted me to give this to u and he wants u to have it." he/she stuffed it in my right palm, i felt it, it was money how much>? i didn't look but i was going crazy already i kept saying jesus jesus u're so good!!! i thank the person and walked to my car i looked and it was $200 i began to weep!!! god u're so good to me!!! u're always with me and u know me so well. hes like a very caring father. he encouraged me and loves me by his actions. i walked right back into church and shared what happened i want to encourage everyone, just put u're faith in god ~!!! i know u heard this many many times, u've heard many many testimonies like this but u need to personaly experience him, let me tell you it's way different than when u hear from other people. u can not trust or relay anything in this world, but if u put ur faith in god he will never let u down and he is a faithful god. he's always on time too. i can say ever since i believed in him, i've never regreat my decisions.
and if u think i'm just a lucky person, let me tell u, i'm only this lucky with jesus by my side, and u can be too just give jesus a try... see what happenes~